today is a really really really BAD DAY.
hate it.
I HATE MYSELF.
damn.
god.
there's no way i can practise my dance when i reach home at 11 plus...
oh man.
WHAT HAVE I GOTTEN MYSELF INTO?
i seriously think that perhaps... i mean perhaps i made the wrong decisions):

too many things happened.
things changed and perceptions can be changed easily.
i wanna look at the brighter side...
regain my optimism..
be cheerful again
AND NOT ONLY BE HIGH WHEN I M SUPPOSED TO OR WORSE WHEN I AM TIRED

but i really liked to hang out with the huang cheng ppl!!!!
(:
haha.
the multi-languages....
hah.
i need to brush up on my canto and jap and hakka and korean and everything else(:

处于一个身不由己的处境。。。
放手。。。
):