The City That Never Sleeps

posted : Tuesday, November 24, 2009

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i want my hair back. resisted from cutting for 4 months and then today.... i dunnoe what happened to me. prob ina really bad mood so i just asked the hairdresser to snip away more than 1 inch of my hair. now ppl are going to call me "ah-boy" again. sianz.

bad day in camp):

i m super tired.

feel as if my body cant take it anymore.

i m pushing myself to the edge.

i am supposed to go for both TIP and camp so i was like popping in at dance studio for 1 hour... learnt ares dance which i cant recollect at all. I KNOW THAT THIS AIN'T GONNA BE EASY. i wonder how i m going to learn so many different moves when i can only afford so little time for it): i don't want to be the one who is making the whole dance look bad... I DONT WANT TO. think i will just try my best bah. like learn from the video.... only a few more days left before we depart for taiwan... the stress that i feel now is seriously worse than promos. near breakdown point. WHAT SHOULD I DO?

平静的黑夜。

那盏灯为我照亮前方。

灯熄灭了。

眼前只剩下一片黑暗

以及无言的恐慌。。。

有谁能明白我的心情？？

有谁能体谅我的处境？？

我不需要更多的虚情假意。。。

我需要更多属于自己的时间

我需要更多能了解我的人。

10:23:00 PM